Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Talking With Me - Vent/Rant

Ok listen up here, if you are wanting to talk with me by some sort of IM or by E-mail and I've been kind enough to respond to such a response, you will *NOT* disrespect me in any form or fashion. I do not know you and you do not know me. I am giving you the PRIVILEG of MY time spent on you because YOU wanted it.

If you EVER think for a moment that I am there any time YOU want me to be just because 'oh she's online now, she better talk to me' you have something else coming.

You are NOTHING to me do you understand?? I am GIVING you my time and you best understand it is precious to me. I have VERY little 'free' time and just because I 'might' be sitting online some time some where with a browser or IM open, does *NOT* mean I am actually sitting here twiddling my thumbs in any remote hope that someone will log in and have a chat with me.

I have a REAL life outside my web life. I have a husband, an aging mother & father, a couple of sisters back in the states and you best believe there is a MASSIVE time difference between me and you if you are in the USA any where from 5 to 9hrs BEHIND me! If you are just waking for your day, I am most likely starting to prepare for my evening to start which included getting my kitchen in order, taking care of house hold choirs and getting ready to cook dinner or perhaps even already cooking it.

Now if you still want to chat with me HAVE A BIT OF FUCKING PATIENCE! I am not your toy or pawn to just drop everything because YOU wanted to chat with me. If I am here, if I can type, if *I* have time to chat or if I have the want even to chat, I will respond.... if not then there is most likely a reason and I will respond when I have the time or want.

Now get off your frigging high horse and remind yourself I am HUMAN behind this computer and stop trying to think you're gonna get away with giving me any kind of guilt trip because OMFG *I* didn't write you back *RIGHT* now.

/rant

We now return you to your normal every day perving. Thank you for your time and patience and try to remember, when you speak to a LADY such as myself, have the decent kindness of some respect shown toward her.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

New Project & More

Hello all my wonderfuls... I have been tossing around the idea of all the fetish type requests I have been getting lately. Checking into ways to bring it better to all of you but also better for me. With that I've decided that I'm going to open a 3rd clips4sale store! I have to work on the videos for it first but I think throughout this weekend (Camera Man has off for 4 days starting tomorrow) I can get enough to open the store.

This store will house JUST my fetish style stuff. Foot fetish, long finger nails, Domination, heels/shoes, pantyhose, tight clothes, belly/fat/jiggling and anything else I don't think really fits into my main/older store. This is just a small list of requests I have been getting lately. They are all great ideas but they don't really fit on my main store and they don't really fit My Web Site either.

I think this will be a good thing. These things I can do without getting into full on photo/video mode with all the lingerie, jewelry, make-up, glits and glamor so to speak. Look for the new store to come soon!

With that, I have also decided that although I'll write reviews of some of the products and toys, I don't think I'll be using 'special' stuff all that often that I will be able to keep it up as a regular insertion. That means I won't make video recorded reviews basically. It's not worth the time and energy to put into it when I already wrote a review. After all, I bought these items to be used and there for if you want to see them in use you can visit my site and see the videos I've made with them anyhow.

And with that, this is my blog, this is where you get to know me better, get information about site/s and even join me in some online activities that are and aren't sexual in nature. So for the time being, I'm into playing time waster games on Facebook. I will come in and make posts here and there about the games I'm playing, toss in some screen shots of my city/towns or what have you. Good or bad, I'll write a bit about what I think of the game. If I continue the game, I'll come back every so often and make a new post to give an update on how my game is going.

With the new project of the fetish clips4sale store, while your waiting for it to open and go live remember you can always visit my 2 other stores!
Main Clips4sale with over 300 videos in WMV format
High Def Clips4sale with strictly 1280x720 high def MP4 format

Monday, September 8, 2014

Weekly Site Update - September 7th, 2014

Damn what a ride last night was. Here I was alllll ready with this update by like 2pm my time (not even waking time for the USA in most states) and I go to get connected to my FTP and bam... no connection. I tried other sites from the server, no go. I thought the servers were down. Ends up that some where my ISP fucked something up because between calling to their automatic service last night at like 1am and this morning before Camera Man got up (7amish) they had got their shit together and I could access every thing again.

Sooooo first thing I did when I got up was get this wonderfully sexy and purely showing off the true form of a BBW in something still sexy but about as sheer and skimpy as one can possibly get without showing off everything! I hope you enjoy this set, I had lots of fun making it! Thanks to you all for your bit of patience while I got things sorted.

You can find this set at Curvy-Kitty.com
All photo sets are 100% exclusive to my website and will not be able to be seen any where else.


Sunday, September 7, 2014

Slight Update Delay - Tech Problems

I don't know what went where or how or anything of the like but sometime between earlier this week and today, I can't access my web site.... and I mean like AT ALL :( And it's not just my web site, it's anything on the server my web site is actually on. I freaked out at first because suddenly here it was time to upload today'd update and I find I can't get through on the FTP.

I thought 'great, something with the server??'. I finally got in contact with one of the people that I could and they told me they could connect with no problems. So that made me dig a bit deeper, talk to a techy type friend, tried a few things with my router and then started to search deep on the internet as to why this might be happening but why I have no other issues to browsing the web. In the end it was going to be 1 of 2 things, either my router had a mix-up in it's DNS servers or something with my ISP (internet service provider) is fucking something up and blocking a port.

Soooooo seeing as I didn't get into digging deeper as usually this is not a 'just me' situation when I can't access stuff like my web site or other sites on the same server, it was too late to call a tech at my ISP and I will have to wait until my morning to contact someone and get them to resolve it by giving us a new IP address... or at least that is what I read from someone having the same exact issue as I have.

If I log into the hotspot (basically think a portal wifi connection that uses my wifi modem on a different IP address so that it doesn't bring down my main speed at all that anyone with the ISP I have that has approval to use hotspots can use, me included.... these are set up alllll over Belgium now, hell I even have one at work) I can connect to my site and those on the same server but well that isn't going to help much since that connection is done through my tablet. So I know it's my ISP.

So bare with me while I get it fixed.... IF they don't do something about it tomorrow, I'll dust off the ol' laptop, I already have a copy on memory stick ready to go and I'll get the stuff uploaded from there. I mean that is where this began, no reason it can't be there for a back up solution! Never fear, update will only be a few hrs late! I promise one way or another, even if I have to visit my folks and use THEIR computer!

Friday, September 5, 2014

Follow Me - Facebook

With all of my extra time off lately and god only knows how long yet to go exception that I know it's through the 14th yet, I decided I would re-explore the games over at Facebook. You can come join me if you like, I tend to visit these places a few times a day in the beginning of the games (they go faster in the beginning) but I can say I certainly try my best to be there once a day if not more.

If your going 'oh god, how do I go about collecting all of these items/bonuses and what not, never fear, for most games the Games Collector can run through all those load screens and friend's profile. Just open it, click the button to see if you have bonuses to collect and push the button again to let it collect all the goodies for your automatically. If you play a lot of games like I do, this is a life saver but you will need to give it time to collect, just let it do it thing in the back ground!

I'll keep this post up-to-date with the games I'm playing...

Played Daily & More (in order of how much played)
Kitchen Scramble
FarmVille2
Township
Marketland
Dessert Shop
Diner Life
Cafeland
CityVille
ChefVille

Played, Just Not As Often
Tribez
Gardens Of Time
Mystery Manor

If you play any of them, want to sneak a peak more into my life as it is or just want to hang out a bit, feel free to stop on by. I always welcome friends on my list and even better if you are playing the games I am along with me! Gaming is a very big part of my life... I would say it is the thing I do when I get stressed out and need to just zone the world out or if I'm looking just for a bit of some relaxing time.

Hope to see you swing by! *KISSES*

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

The Beginning Of School

Aaaaa the sign of another session to be changing, the kids around here have gone back to school as of September 1st. It's also a reminder to me that I'm coming up shortly here on living in Belgium for *13yrs*! I was due to leave the good ol' US of A the day the 9/11 attack happened. I remember being at a shop buying some last minute goodies to take with me for my soon to become new family, checking out and having the lady at the register ask me after hearing that I was heading to Belgium if I had heard the news about the plane hi-jacking that had just happened. I thought she was just out to scare/worry me since I mentioned I never had flown yet either.

I got to my car, there was an eerie silence in the packing lot with exception of a bunch of cars that had their radios tuned into which ever radio station they were listening to... but none were playing music. They all had their 'live news' feeds going. I started up my car and sure enough my radio station had it too :( I remember hitting the pavement in the parking lot, bag still in hand now spilled on said pavement and I must have gone whiter then a freshly laundered sheet.

At that moment in time, it was still way before the towers had fallen, before people knew what kind of damage had been done or would have happen. For me it was a time of 'OMG I was just going to leave that afternoon to finally be with man of my dreams'. A sudden rush of 'oh shit, he has no idea where I am, what I'm doing, if I am on my flight or not and 100 other things dealing with him' and I rushed my way back home as fast as I could legally to call him.

Call me selfish, call me a bitch, call me what ever you want at this point but I was also only in my early 20's and finally having found a love I would soon be calling my own. One that has waited almost 3months for me to come to him after making the choice to leave my life in the states. All I cared about at the time was that I was no longer leaving the day of September 1st, 2001 and at that moment in time not sure when I would be either.

I left something like a week or so later. Spent 9hrs past the time that the new time had been marked as sitting and worrying in the airport lounge. Only thing really keeping me from losing it was the voice of my beloved every hr or so through phone cards and a public pay phone and the fact that within I hoped 24hrs I would be in his arms. I got on my plane needless to say despite every thing in my body telling me to no do it and landed safely first in Germany for a connection flight and then in Belgium where my beloved Camera Man was awaiting me with open arms and a sturdy force to collapse against after almost 30hrs of traveling in total. I trusted him with my life as he took me through this strange world I have never seen, never really heard of before meeting him and had all these strange words I have no idea what they meant. I drifted off a bit in the car ride back to the city he lived in and for the first night, we stayed at a hotel room before being forced to meet my soon to be mother-in-law.

I still to this day would not change a thing of what happened, because of it were not have happened, I would not be where I am in my life today. Things always happen for a reason and I believe there will always be a reason if we see it straight away or not. I am here, I am healthy, I am happy and I am enjoying life. I moved my parents here for their retirement and they too are enjoy their new life here. All is good, all is well, I have a roof over my head, I have a computer under my finger tips, I have food as much as I want on the table and a loving caring husband beside me through think, thin and all the good.

That is my 'how did I get here' story. Hope you got to know me a bit better and got to know also why I'm a bit harder core then most people in this world. I had to be, I had to survive and to do so I had to be quite cautious in my journey.