New Content Making??

Ok so it seems that between Camera Man and I, we just needed a LONG time off vacation, it's been years since we were able to do almost 0 in the way of 'HAVING' to do things or worries so this past 9+ days off, we did *just* that.... *nothing*.

But with that said, since I'm no longer working and for the moment I'm also not looking considering what the income taxes are doing to us vs how much I make, I need to get the ball rolling on making new videos. Videos will be my main focus but once and a while I'll see if I can't pull out a photo set too seeing as they are easier to advertise with still... besides I have SO much lingerie/clothing still that I just hate to have it just sitting in my wardrobe looking cute rather then ON me!

I'll be looking into making some new videos solo this week and see where it goes in filming with camera man. First I think I need to clean up my bedroom nicely because I go about filming too much though as well I've just simply let it get cluttered with too much junk... need to get rid of recycling cardboard that got stored and what not *shrug* just not my best place for camera work atm.

Anyhow, any suggestions as to what to do for solo video, drop me a line... post here on the blog or email me at curvykitty1977@gmail.com  *KISSES*

Status Update

Hello all my beloved and wonderful fans and members. I thought it was time to stop in here and let you know a bit of what is going on. Although I won't be going into too much detail as there are still parts of my life that are simply too personal I will say this, there have been some hard times going on. Not money wise or such but emotions with me are all over the place since the accident and I've been starting to get some help with trying to control them. That started a bit over a week ago but trying to deal with all the stresses that have been put on me the last few months since my accident has been hindering me healing and getting better. Without my short term memory helping me for as good as 80%, there is no way I can learn a brand new job or handle even the short term orders of a job I know.

Camera Man and I are doing ok but all of this is also taking it's toll on him and on top of all that, we're also dealing with him being on the low side of having high blood pressure (150/90-100). We're currently trying to do stuff without pills with exercise, stress reduction, some natural supplements such as q-10 and omega-3. Aso adding some small diet style changes like lower salt (not as though that was a 'bad' issue at all with him but his blood pressure is sensitive to it as we've tested that factor out), no more 'pre-pared' foods, nothing canned or jarred (salt thing again) and adding in some red wine, a bit of 70% or higher dark chocolate and even some decaf tea/coffees. It does seem to have some help but if he lets the stress get out of control or we fight, his blood pressure goes up and *sigh* I hate to see him on more meds that he doesn't need to be on because he didn't fight for it.

We're also trying, although slowly at first, to sleep in the same room/bed together. It's been 8years or more now that we've slept in separate bedrooms due to the fact that in the beginning he just simply snored too much. I even slept on the couch for the first couple yrs of living in this apartment just to try to get some sleep as opposed to sleeping next to him, trying to get him to turn over so he wouldn't snore in my ear all night long. We bought a bigger bed (the queen sized on you see in the most current photo sets now a days with the black frame) just so that we would be a bit more comfortable together at night and try to be with each other. It's hard after so long in separate rooms... getting our own habits, not use to another person being there and what not. Although he doesn't have too much problems with it, I do it seems. I now not only worry almost all day long every day but I seem to worry in my sleep now too. I worry of turning and waking him, having to get up to pee, what ever else I might do in my sleep that I don't know of/would think of being embarrassing and so forth. It'll take a while before we're in the same room together more then a couple days at a time but I hope in the end we'll be sleeping as couples should be in our bed together and we can go back to using the 2nd bedroom as a guest/storage room as well as the kitties room.

So that is why I haven't been updating lately. I am under a lot of stress and have been battling almost weekly migraine style headaches, lots of different doctors as well because the insurance company that is covering this as a work accident decided 'it's taking too long and we need to make sure your not abusing the system' type bullshit. Then sends me to a doctor that can't speak english very well so I had to go back a 2nd time with Camera Man as my translator and now the Nero doc they also had me see is gone on holiday so yea well... more sitting and waiting.

On top of that, the ex-boss had sent me my termination papers but not filled out or signed right so I'm sitting and waiting on that information as well. He has dug himself a nice little hole and I think he's starting to see why it's so wrong to fuck with a bitchy, injured, sick of life and bullshit blond hard headed American :P

Anyhow, with that said, please see the next entry. Camera Man and I are planning at least 1 night at a VERY wonderful looking hotel suite (web sites can be so mis-leading sometimes but I hope in the end it will be as nice as it looks) that includes a full professional kitchen and much more. Again see the next entry as I'll provide some photos and information. I'll even show off some of the outfits I had in mind to use while there and some ideas of stuff otherwise that doesn't even involve lingerie what so ever ;)

Thank you all for your patience... I will have the site updated next weekend, although the 'weekend' might be on Tuesday my time. Camera Man and my 13th year anniversary falls on the 23rd, it's another reason for the hotel btw, but that means he has taken off the Friday and the Monday this coming weekend to celebrate being together. Will see how the weekend goes and if I'm home Sunday or not to get an update in but I will get it in as soon as I am home with a bit of time to spare to sit here.... first comes time with Camera Man... family will ALWAYS come first, no matter how much I love you all, they will always come first. *SMOOCH*

Sorry For Being MIA

Good morning everyone, now that things are at least semi back to normal, I wanted to stop in and apologize for being missing in action in here the last 10days or so.

Camera Man has celebrated his 49th birthday on the 21st and his one biggest request to me was that we spend it together as much as possible without the use of computers, without worrying of making photos/videos, without typing (main request) and all that. So I gave him just that, we spent loads of time together, we went out to a new club a couple of times which I'll post about later, we had a couple of nice meals out, we met some new people, we had some good food and we just took our time enjoying a week of time that he took off for his birthday.

Now he is back to work this morning, we've changed over to our EU day light savings time and things will go back to normal. Next Saturday we'll be joining the Halloween party at the new club and I promise there will be a very sexy double update for Halloween this coming up Sunday update. I will also be trying to get something hot in through this week as well just to keep you all happy and horny.

There has been lots happening this week... I still got some new props, some Halloween decorations for my photo shoots (yes you read right) and even thinking of up-coming events like the new fetish store opening. Look also for my first measuring/weight video coming up soon!

So that is it in a nutshell. Camera Man had off since the 16th, all through the 26th and now is back at work so I can go about typing again. I'll put some more posts in throughout the week and get things all back on track! *KISSES*

More Current Events - Week From Hell

Sooooo the week from hell... I don't even quite know where to start but here it goes. For an intro see the Blog Entry Here first if you wish to.

Now to continue this annoying week... reminder though the reason I'm having such an issue atm is because about 2months ago I tripped on some metal works nearby my house and smashed my head (along with the left side of my body) into a metal pole causing a mild concussion and lots of annoying small problems due to it but the first and foremost being lack of short term memory. It's getting a bit better as time goes on but any where from 2min to 2hrs to 2days my memory just can't keep a good hold on.

So, I went to the worker's union on Monday, showed my case worker the paper I got Friday and along with some issues of past payments being messed up and being almost 2 months past now on that one. She was the only one there *sigh* poor lady, she took all the paper work and asked me come back later in the week when she had a chance to talk to the others in the office as well.

On Tuesday while I was trying to have a relaxing shopping trip with my mother, my cleaning lady calls me to let me know the post tried to deliver 2 registered letters and since she can't sign for them she set them at my desk. I picked them up the following day and of course they were the letters (same letter, 2 different types of posting for what ever reason... guess he didn't want to get into doing something wrong again, fat chance LOL) stating he was giving me my 2 weeks notice and it would start September 29th (tomorrow) and this time in dutch after I wrote him an email later Saturday evening telling him the paper was invalid due to the language of it. Hell he even tried to demand I go back in with less then 8hrs notice on SUNDAY and only told by email, like I sit here with all of my email accounts open 24hrs a day and on weekends no less. Oh and 2 things about that whole thing... because I'm on medical leave atm he can for no reason demand I come in for any reason and 2 he LIED about the 'reason' for me coming in stating it was for an evaluation *eyes*. Jack ass.

Anyhow, I'm not dealing with stress very well and that is what makes my memory even worse. I was so tired with the meeting on Monday that I even managed to burn the top of my right hand while taking mini pizzas out from the oven by simply not giving the oven the proper time to vent it's steam before reaching out to turn off the dials. It's just sad when shit like that happens.

Ok so Wednesday... got the letters and after saw some more docs. Spending most of the week with some sort on any number of levels with headaches. Through all of this I'm also still fighting with the insurance company to start making some sort of payment to me since it was going on 2 months now   since I have seen any payment. I finally got a bit of the American bitch side back of me and started looking for someone high in the chain of command to the claim worker that was suppose to be working on my case. I couldn't talk to her on Wednesday but the following morning I did talk to someone higher and by 1pm Thursday afternoon I got even HER boss calling me back! Man I almost fainted. But there were STILL papers missing to pay me out! OMG forget the fact that they still needed the boss's bank number (which some how they managed to track down anyhow, don't need to know how just that they were able to just that is no longer an issue) but they were missing papers from 3 days in August from my doctor (when I attempted to work and found all these smaller issues I didn't realize were there like the short term memory being effected) and a paper from my own health insurance stating they haven't payed me nor will pay me... duh they know the insurance company took the claim on as a work accident and within 2 days of me knowing, they were already posting me that info.

I got them the papers they needed THAT afternoon (think she was even surprised at that) and now instead of a payment for 1 month getting processed, I got both months processed and with any luck Monday or Tuesday I'll finally see my payments coming in again. I so hope... digging into savings is *NOT* what I expected nor wanted to be happening.

Okkkkay, finally getting confirmation that she had all she needed, I had another appointment on Thursday at the worker's union. I bring the 2 letters with me that were registered. They are of no relevance and she already has a letter drafted up to send by registered post herself stating the letter from Friday was not acceptable by law for the reasoning behind breaking contract and because of the language. In the letter because of the short term of my contract, she also stated that any grounds to be firing me he has to pay out a 1 month severance pay and *NOT* 2 weeks or even 3... *4* weeks. Ok that is a slap on the wrist but on top of all that she also had a letter that I signed that will go off to an auditing office to have his paychecks investigated because of the missing 1/3rd of my paycheck from July as well as the missing 6hrs of August not to mention the hassle of not getting my pay check stubs for almost 4 months and not having one for August either.

All in all, there is some waiting as she has given him 2 weeks from the time of receiving the letter to respond and if he doesn't, we take the next step.

I finally had Friday to myself with exception of some dishes and didn't do anything else but take a really enjoyable long hot shower, play videos games, eat good food and enjoy the evening with Camera Man. It's been a quiet weekend as well with a bit of shopping yesterday and today just quietness, no road construction, no phone calls, no worries (exception of my never ending sink full of dishes to wash). This is what I NEED to be happening so that I can get my brain to settle down and stop miss firing. I hope it continues, that my pay is indeed in tomorrow and that my weeks get easier.

New Project & More

Hello all my wonderfuls... I have been tossing around the idea of all the fetish type requests I have been getting lately. Checking into ways to bring it better to all of you but also better for me. With that I've decided that I'm going to open a 3rd clips4sale store! I have to work on the videos for it first but I think throughout this weekend (Camera Man has off for 4 days starting tomorrow) I can get enough to open the store.

This store will house JUST my fetish style stuff. Foot fetish, long finger nails, Domination, heels/shoes, pantyhose, tight clothes, belly/fat/jiggling and anything else I don't think really fits into my main/older store. This is just a small list of requests I have been getting lately. They are all great ideas but they don't really fit on my main store and they don't really fit My Web Site either.

I think this will be a good thing. These things I can do without getting into full on photo/video mode with all the lingerie, jewelry, make-up, glits and glamor so to speak. Look for the new store to come soon!

With that, I have also decided that although I'll write reviews of some of the products and toys, I don't think I'll be using 'special' stuff all that often that I will be able to keep it up as a regular insertion. That means I won't make video recorded reviews basically. It's not worth the time and energy to put into it when I already wrote a review. After all, I bought these items to be used and there for if you want to see them in use you can visit my site and see the videos I've made with them anyhow.

And with that, this is my blog, this is where you get to know me better, get information about site/s and even join me in some online activities that are and aren't sexual in nature. So for the time being, I'm into playing time waster games on Facebook. I will come in and make posts here and there about the games I'm playing, toss in some screen shots of my city/towns or what have you. Good or bad, I'll write a bit about what I think of the game. If I continue the game, I'll come back every so often and make a new post to give an update on how my game is going.

With the new project of the fetish clips4sale store, while your waiting for it to open and go live remember you can always visit my 2 other stores!
Main Clips4sale with over 300 videos in WMV format
High Def Clips4sale with strictly 1280x720 high def MP4 format

Current Events - Computer Issues

I'm *SO* not having a good time :( Firstly before anyone has a fit, there was an update as promised to my site yesterday, I'll post about that later.

Now for the current event... my desktop, we suspect due to a problem with power some how as it has been dodgy since I had it moved from a mini to mid tower so I could upgrade my graphic card, has started to die a VERY painful death yesterday. Any where from 5min to 45mins it will just out of the blue up and reset. Sometimes it would go and reset ok and other times I have to repower it up to 10x's before it'll boot right (also why we suspect power issues). This started with one of these sudden reboots the night before last and just got 100x's worse the next day.

Butttttt, thank goodness, I have my laptop as a backup machine (or I would have stolen Camera Mans and made him go back to using his Imac :P) but it has *NOT* been a fun time installing and configuring this machine to do as I need it to at least to get us til the middle of the year.

I'm still working on getting at least the minimal stuff I need for getting site stuff back on it and running for what I need to work my website. But I have to admit going from a dual core system with 2x's the ram/memory to a single processor and quite a lot less in the speed department is not at all amusing. I look forward to both getting back to working and for July to come. When Camera Man and I get some extra summer pay we're going to go back to the place that we went to about 10yrs ago that custom built our first desktop which is still, if barely, alive and kicking as of this day (it needs to have a new hard drive installed and windows reinstalled but otherwise everything still works even if it's slow as molasses :P We use that system to watch movies and such on as it's the only machine that can still hook up to our old tube style TV... yea yea we still use one. Why throw out or replace a piece of expensive equipment if it does what we need and isn't broken??

So now I'm trying to come to grips that my pour laptop having more cords coming out of it then a by-pass machine, that it's slow as shit despite being newer then my desktop and pray that July comes quickly. I am almost set up though to be able to do all I need for the site... I just need patience when it comes to the program running and know that when I get to editing videos, that I won't expect to be doing much else while that happens.